Tag: sobriety journey
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Day Fifty-Seven

I didn’t do anything today, well, that’s not entirely true. I got up, coffee’d, showered, and then it was pretty much game over. I doom scrolled on the socials. I caught up with some, but not all, emails and messages. I posted a couple pictures to the socials, so check out my IG for that…if…
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Day Fifty-Six

It’s bizarre how much more connected I am feeling after last weeks disconnect. Oddly enough, all those not fitting in feels I’d been feeling have dissipated and I feel surrounded by heaps of all the good juju now. I don’t have a desire to drink, to fit in or to feel free. I can’t explain…
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Day Fifty-Five

It’s July 4th! Gawd Bless ‘Murica. We had our big cookout and party over the weekend and today we had a parade. It lasted all of five minutes, which is the standard time year after year. It’s -25F without the wind chill. If the vehicles had not been so spread out it quite possibly could…
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Day Fifty-Four

If you know me in the real life, not just the internet one, you know that for me to go to the doc, I’m hurting. Even for me to take ibuprofen, I’m hurting. And for me to go to the doc a mere twenty-four hours after the pain became that level, I is hurting mucho.…
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Day Fifty-Three

We celebrated the 4th of July here the day before yesterday. After my coffee shift on Saturday, I grabbed a quick omelet at brunch and then it was time to open the store. With the station-wide party for the 4th in the evening, I was allowed to close both the store and the bar for…
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Day Fifty-One

I couldn’t decide if I was going to post this, but you are reading it so I did. Part of me thinks it’s gross to air my dirty laundry here, but there is a louder voice that tells me the only way to live is honestly and that maybe what I say will help someone…
